I do not know what I would like to write at this moment. I know I am in the stage of being confused about some things. At times I wonder why the grass is green and the sky is blue. But I know that science is in charge of that.
The way I feel right now, it’s a kind of feeling of not knowing my own strength. I defeat myself in this kind of stage. It doesn’t happen all the time. I just wonder what life is about, and why God put me here to serve me as for His purpose. I mean, we all have a purpose in His eyes, right?
Was it to change someone’s life? Because if the answer to that question was a yes, then I have definetly been not doing my job. I just wonder what would that specific purpose be. I know I am not a Mother Teresa, but I would love to do something bigger than what I am.
I’ve also decided I wanted to pick up a new hobby. I need something that can keep my mind occupied because my mind is currently. Let’s look at a hobby list that might interest me:
1.) Cooking – I could only do this when I could…and I don’t have a lot of time to. I love to cook, don’t get me wrong. This is usually what Tony does.
2.) Running/Jogging – I could do this also when I get done with work, the only problem is that I’m out of shape, that even jogging wouldn’t help me. I guess I could jog for a bit then walk then jog again.
3.) Reading – I love to read! I would be so happy to make this apart of my life again!
4.) Blogging – I’m doing that right now, and it seems to be helping me so far. What do you think?
5.) Drawing – I use to love to draw, but I couldn’t really ever do it best way.
6.) Crochet – I actually do this right now, but sometimes it gets boring very easy. And I stop in the middle of the jobs. I would be great at this if I could just finish it.
Well, I’ve decided that I am going to write another poem in the next few days. I hope you read it. Please stay tuned…